have i touched a sore spot, Pace? i didn't realize i was writing specifically to you; i must be more careful where i point this thing.

jesting aside, i have studied neo-platonism, and have a fair grasp on its principles, having minored in ethical and religious
philosophy. am i to understand that Dr. C. writes only to the enlightened? i got the odd impression that we was trying to reach more people than those who would already know the truth of what he writes.

i grow weary of living in apprehension, of trying to anticipate the nuclear strike, the biochemical attack, the next smallpox outbreak, the killer asteroid, invading greys, reptilians, big brother, the pole shift, entering the new dimensional frequency, or whatever it is that folks are touting that day. this apprehension with which i wrestle, day in and out is a ponytail's breadth from becoming illogical panic because part of me can't help wanting to prepare against disaster. on the other hand i realize that fear is the mind killer, and that as long as Americans are paralyzed into inaction with fear of the terrible unknown, we are subject to mind control.

come what may, i strive to meet it with equaminity and courage, and to live through it and fulfil my duty as a citizen of the Planet.

"scrute the inscrutable, eff the ineffable"

: The whole point of Dr. C’s writings is the fact that there are
: some who know that what he writes is true. The validity
: comes from the personal internal Nous. If you have the
: Nous, you don’t need more explanations. If you haven’t got

: a Nous, no explanations would suffice!.