First of all, you seem very intelligent, and a prolific writer. I appreciate your history lesson, although not 100% correct. Also, you are comparing apples to oranges.

True, I reveal a great deal about myself, I intended to do so, and have no secrets to hide. I am Catholic, proud of it, and will defend God, Christ and His teachings, The Blessed Virgin Mary our mother, The Catholic Church, Our Pope the Holy Father, all the priest, and religious until the day I die. I am not programmed, it's MY belief and choice to do so.

True during the Crusades there were lots of warring, loss of life of perhaps thousands. We haven't even progressed to the great Reformation and the destruction of the medieval system of authority which removed traditional religious restrictions on trade and banking, and opened the way for the growth of modern capitalism.

Those were a black marks on the Catholic Church, and in those days, unfortunitly that's the way the Kings and Popes of the world solved their problems. I would think people have become a little more humanized in the past couple of generations, at least in America. Instead, we should be concerning ourselves with the events of today. Let's keep in mind, the Communist have killed over 200,000,000 in the last 50 years.

Abortions have killed millions more innocent babies who have done absolutley nothing wrong, and have no choice in the matter. It's the most grievous sin against God, because a little part of Jesus is in every baby conceived, and it's like killing Him all over again. This must be an absolute insult to God, and I'm sure we will one day be chasetised for it. We can't do anything about the past, except learn from it. But we can do something about the future.

You also reveal a great deal about yourself. You are a very angry bitter person, unwilling to let go of the past regardless of what you are saying, for what your parents did. That's not what I am hearing. Unless you can let go of it and move on, you are condemed to continue living it. In order to be forgiven, you must forgive.

You give the classic symptoms of ODD=Oppositional Defiance Disorder. When you say, "could at last learn to love without FEAR; enjoy with sin" Sin is never acceptable under any circumstances.

To defy your parents is one thing, to defy God is quite another. Is this a rationalization to delibertly commit sin, and think you are going to get away with it? I know I am not perfect, and sin; many times without meaning to, or conciously thinking about it. But, I know God will still love me, and will forgive me. I never set out to deliberately or intentionally sin in order to defy or anger God. I have a conscience. You sound as though you have no conscience in which case you could have a disassociative disorder common in abused people which you may not even be aware of.

It sounds to me as though you hate Catholics. That's OK, they hated Jesus Christ too, and even crucified Him. But people who hate usually hate themselves too. Happiness is an inside job, and you have to do it yourself--no one can do it for you.

As far as the Jesuits, they are the most progressive of all the orders, and are many times are in disagreement with the Vatican.

Our current Pope Paul John II is the most benevolent, loving, holy man to ever reign.

Fr. Malachi Martin was a consultant for the Vatican, was present when Sr. Lucy 3rd secret of Fatima was read. He was sworn to secrecy, and only intimated to it's contents. He said, "Imagine the worse thing possible, and expotenciate it."

While writing his last book, he was believed murdered, because he knew too much. At, the hospital, he said, "I was pushed." Dying people, especially priest do not lie. They don't murder priests in America for no reason, unless it's a case of robbery, but no one mentioned this was the cause. They wanted to shut him up, and succeeded. He lived for God, and died for God. He was aware of the Black Mass.

Visionaries, and other clergy said there was a black Mass said in the Vatican in 1962 by the Masons which brought Satan into the Church. Pope Paul VI was replaced by an imposter, there are pictures to prove it. There are many problems currently in Rome, but the present Holy Father is not involved, and we modern Catholics fear for his life.

After he visited Fatima, he went to Germany, he announced we are living in the time of the Red Dragon. Refer to Revelations. This was never mentioned by the contolled media in the US. We have people all over the US watching the Politicians, Heads of State abroad, and the Pope. We listen to every word the Holy Father says, or what he fails to say; like reading between the lines. We know from experience what has happened to previous Popes. We believe when he leaves Rome, not by his own choosing, or forced into retirement, that will begin the End Times. There was rumored a couple of Cardinals were calling for his resignation, but they quickly recanted their statements. So we do have our problems.

As far as imprimatur rule is concerned, that has been relaxed at lot, I'm told. I do not care for pornography or whatever they may contest. If I want to look something up of historical value in the encyclopedia or another resource book, I will do so. I have to answer to God, and no one else. I am a voracious reader and read all sorts of things; especially on the Internet.

The modern day Knights of Malta are now ambulance drivers in Rome, and hospital oriented organization, but that could be a cover. I agree the Rotschildes, the Builderbergers, and the Illuminati are part of the NWO. The CIA are deeply involved in the NWO, just read some of Rayelan's articles; she wrote the book on mind control. There is a government within the government called the Loop, and even the president doesn't have enough clearance to know what's going on. Do I believe in conspiracy, you bet. Anyone who doesn't has never opened a history book.

I may be religious, but I am not naive. I do know what's going on. I research this stuff for hours. I know more than I care to admit, and people from all walks of life including clergy, religious, politicians, investigative reporters, educators, doctors, lawyers. It's all very interesting, tragic, and sometimes scary.

Our former Pastor told us, God only asked 2 things, that you love Him, and love your neighbor. I think that's quite simple. If everyone did that there would be no war, no drugs, no crime. If you loved God, and loved your neighbor, how could you hurt them? I do not get into every facet of Canon Law, that's up to the Vatican theologians. I just go to Church, pray my Rosary, keep the 10 Commandments, and help my fellow man.

God is a God of love and mercy. He's not going to strike you down with a lightening bolt if you unintentionally sin. I would go so far to say He has a sense of humor--I know He has to with me. We all take different paths to Heaven, but all arrive at the same place. The Holy Father has said recently said so.

God, country, and children are everything to me.

Thanks for your input.

God bless you,
Sallie

PS: I still say the as do many others the Maitreya comes straight from the bowels of Hell.

According to his website: http://www.shareintl.org
His open mission in the world is about to begin. As Maitreya himself has said: 'Soon, now very soon, you will see my face and hear my words.'

He also appeared to Kathleen Keating, and another lady in England who was writing a novel on End Times.

He appeared to Kathleen as a good looking well dressed business man in a very expensive (Armani) suit. She immediate recognized him, which sent terror to her very heart and soul. Her big German Shepherd dog just froze, and did not even bark. He usually barks his head off when a strange visitor comes on the property. Then the Big M just disappeared into thin air, just the way he came. This is mentioned on his website. She did not let him in her house, and he will not enter unless you invite him in to your home or heart.

I think he tried to frighten her in hopes she would give up warning people about the end times and him; but she is still pursuing it. I'm sure it's God's will, and He will give her what ever she needs to do His will. She is so brave, and I've known her for some time and she does not lie.

He lives in England is but I imagine he could be anywhere, and is known to be in 2 places at once, speaks all languages, takes on different forms, which are things only Satan can do. Often during exorcism, Satan speaks more than one language according to Fr. LaBarr an Exorcist from NYC.

Whether you choose to believe or not, that's up to you.

The following are experts on Babylonia, Mesopetania:

Marcel Sigrist
Ecole Biblique
POB 19053
IL - 91190 Jerusalem
msigrist@pl.org Peter Damerow

Max Planck Institute for the History of Science
Wilhelmstr. 44
D-10117 Berlin
damerow@mpiwg-berlin.mpg.de

: Dear Sallie,
: I probably should ignore this attack and the one on your post
: below, but you reveal so much about yourself by doing it.
: Unfortunately, it is exactly what I would expect from
: someone addicted to Catholicism. I guess I was one of the
: lucky ones. Some of my family is, like you, still stuck in
: the idea of their horrible Sinning Souls. It took me years
: to unlearn this wicked piece of programming and uncurl its
: winding strictured fingers from around my Heart so that it
: could at last learn to love without FEAR; enjoy with sin;
: to KNOW that I had within me the ability to discern the
: TRUE right and wrong imbued in us by Nature, our natural
: ability removed from us by insidious Catholic programming.

: And YES, Constantine DID create Catholicism. He had the help
: of his powermongering aids however. I'd be happy to send
: you the historical quotes and references. But, of course,
: that's right: without the 'imprimatur' in the front of the
: books, you're not allowed to read them. Oh, they were
: clever, this Church of yours.

: Indeed, while you sit there expounding the horrors of abortion
: , I can only sadly laugh at your self-righteous ignorance
: of the REAL HORRORS perpetrated on mankind throughout the
: ages in the name of the Roman Catholic Church. As hideous
: as abortion may be in your eyes, it pales in comparison to
: one of the Church's favorite pasttimes. The Pope really
: hated the Cathars because they believed that women were
: equal to men and they believed that Mankind should think
: its own thoughts and keep its own counsel through his
: creativity. Okay, they had some other weird ideas, but they
: did not foist them on others who were not
: interested...unlike the Catholic Church. To scare the
: faithful flock from being attracted to the freedom espoused
: by Catharism, whenever the Pope 'caught' one, he would have
: their stomachs carefully cut open so they wouldn't die
: immediately, one end of the instestine nailed to a tree and
: then the hapless Cathar would be chased around the tree
: until he fell over dead.

: When your 'loving' Catholic Pope sent his army to decimate
: Southern France where the Cathars mostly lived, someone
: pointed out that he just might kill some of his own people
: in the process of ridding himself of the extraordinary open
: society of the Cathars, he said, 'Kill them all, let god
: sort them out.' In the process he destroyed one of the most
: civilized, open societies in Europe.

: But then, with the imprimatur rule in place, it is a mortal
: sin to read a book without the church's express permission.
: Indeed, one could NOT read the Bible without a priest
: standing next to you interpreting it for you. In this
: manner, Catholics never knew what horror had been
: perpetrated in the name of their Religion.

: I don't need you to tell me to 'get over my childhood' and
: take responsibility for myself as you did in the post
: following this one. I did that long ago. That is WHY I am
: no longer a Catholic. And as for your comment about Not
: killing god, every Catholic was taught that Original Sin
: was conferred upon him by the very nature of his birth. And
: Original Sin was the fact that he had put Christ on the
: Cross because Christ had to die for 'our' sins...sins which
: the baby hadn't even committed yet!

: Get Over It? I AM OVER IT! And I will spend the rest of my
: life and every succeeding life holding the door open to any
: others who are looking for a way out of the misery. That,
: YOU and the Church may depend on! Just call me the
: Alcoholics Anonymous version of Recovering Catholics.
: E.
: P.S. I don't suppose you realize that it is the VERY
: Babylonian based Organization of the Catholic Church under
: the auspices of the Jesuits and their current Black Pope
: who are at the very foundation of the New World Order. Do
: some serious research into the Knights of Malta and the
: whole thing begins to unravel. Their fickle fingers entwine
: everyone from the Rotschildes to the CIA and beyond.
: Of course, there is that 'imprimatur' thing again...(sigh)