Dear RM Agents and Readers,

As I look across the posts and see so many giving up I understand it at a deep level because it can get really bad even if you are a good person and especially if you are a good person that strives to do the right thing at every turn.

It is almost as though you become a better game for them, a way to keep the darkness entertained for the sole (soul) purpose of it's fun.

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Then after looking close at the movie, "FALLEN" there were several
standout moments, along with the description given by Gretta Milano as to what they are and how to fight them.

"Did he try to touch you, Gretta", asks Hobbe's? If you watch the movie you hear Azazel state after grabbing Hobbe's hand, "Oh, Still a good guy." Later you hear them state if they can't get in you by touch because you are being ever so cautious to do the right thing, they have many, many other ways of causing havoc in your life.

In the end, and the beginning of the movie you realize that the only escape is suicide but not really because if you look close, you realize that, that very act is what allows a good person to be overtaken by Azazel.

Then in comes the movie, "Nefarious", and by now the darkness has control over many different parts of humans and your world that contains many agencies of control. They bring out the Mental Health book, DSM and Nefarious discusses what is in it and you get the distinct impression that the demonic presence is involved in it, probably created it himself. Our elevated society cannot see the devil, They have been well trained not to.

It was Dr. Mike Castle that wrote:

https://morgellonsgroup.proboards.com/thread/1415/methodic-demise-natural-earth-updated

(Dr. Mike Castle was also a friend of mine; albeit we spoke but a few times on the phone, most of our contact was by email.)

He also stated and I believe it was on a Rumormillnews radio program:

Charles Baudelaire

“The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn’t exist”—Charles Baudelaire
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“The second greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world he is the good guy”—Ken Ammi”
― Charles Baudelaire

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So by the time you understand the attack that is taking place upon you, it is well under way, you may have already fallen into the trap that this outside "entity" is constructing.

You continue to do as before, doing the correct action, always weighing not only what you are doing but what others perceive you as doing. You may have been able to skairt much of the attack through God himself. A feeling to move right instead of left and you avoid pitfalls that would have been really bad.

Some say it only matters what you do, right. Tell that to the folks on death row that have been set up by this entitiy called the devil that doesn't exist.

So what code are they under now, the book created by the devil himself:

ICD-10-CM Codes › Mental, Behavioral and Neurodevelopmental disorders F01-F99

It must be understood that not one person can escape one of the diagnosis, not one of you. You like to eat clean food that isn't
contaminated with everything under the sun, well there is a code for that as well. Many here at Rumormillnews will fall under that one for sure.
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So you pray, because there isn't much left but that and trust that
God has this. So you have been living your life well, doing well,
helping others as much as you can but still this thing whatever it is has set its sites on you and it will use everyone around you that it is able to enter.

Usually, if they can't enter someone that person ends up dying and perhaps they are the lucky ones. Yet, you know that suicide is going to bring it right to you, to deal with or to use you in some other horrible fashion.

So you keep praying and the weirdness's mount. Like in the movie,
"Fallen", the eyes turn on Hobbe's even though he is the good guy, it starts to look very different (this is by design).

The people around you that are used against you, often those you love and care about, somehow you understand that it isn't their fault. Yet, this hardly helps when your character is constantly taking the hit. Perhaps you react to much of what is happening, which makes it even worse.

So you pray because at this point there is not much else you can do. Here is a situation for you, you have to react:

So you start smelling gas in your home, what do you do? You call the gas company, they tell you to leave the home, take your animals, don't start your car. There is someone else in your home, this person has caused you a great deal of pain but you love them and you tell them, they need to get out. You give them several options but they refuse.

You have flung open the doors, you know it is a small leak but your senses have been corrupted by that which has been done by the person you are attempting to get to leave, constant pesticide poisoning (others have smelled it). You go with protection of the lives around you, animal and human.

And yet, in the end of it, someone is castigating you for calling out on something that wasn't real; but it was and is discovered after you have received yet another scream fest, the finger pointed at you, yet again.

You make sure and clarify to the dept where the 'person' has tore you a new one knows that indeed there was a gas leak and this was uncalled for behavior. The gas leak is discovered in the area of the person that has been spraying the pesticide. Several days prior, a match was lit downstairs and after you run down to verify, you realize this was done to see if you can still smell.
Yet, that with the gas leak causes even more anxiety which has it's own clarification in Satan's manual.

Poisoning comes in many forms and is a favorite of Satan, it leaves many doubts as to who did the act. It can also be pointed back to the person being poisoned as wanting attention, really for Satan it is a great thing, and he laughs while the person he has his attention on takes yet another hit.

We have seen this in much of the alternet community, folks that were calling out the horrors being done on humanity suddenly, falling ill even though most of us live a pretty clean life. It doesn't seem to matter because Satan has a way of tearing at you, piece by piece.
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The Parable of the Weeds or Tares (KJV: tares, WNT: darnel, DRB: cockle) is a parable of Jesus which appears in Matthew 13:24–43. The parable relates how servants eager to pull up weeds were warned that in so doing they would root out the wheat as well and were told to let both grow together until the harvest.

Parable of the Tares - Wikipedia (icky wicky)
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Result you call in a friend to pray because there is nothing more you can do, you hand it over to God, you pray,

And Pray some more,

Many Blessings,
CrystalRiver