Got up had coffee made my breakfast and around 8:30 I started to get the pain in my stomach. Around 9am my visiting nurse called she would be here in an hour to draw my blood. When the nurse arrived she wanted to call an ambulance but I refused and said I would call a cab. I took the cab to the emergency room. After being examined and having a amnoscope the dr told me I had a gallstone blocking my duct he gave me morphine for the pain and adavan to relax my mucsles to reduce the spasmes. I fell asleep A Dr woke me up and told me that the gallstone was blocking my duct and they had to do emergency surgry to remove it or it would cause problems with my liver and kidneys. I was taken to surgery and had the procedure done.

Tuesday morning a surgen came to my room and told me they had to remove my gall bladder So they were going to try and build up my plateletts but they were going to have a meeting first because of what happen with my bladder surgerys. About 2hrs later the Dr whom did the surgery called me on the phone said he was in the building and was very busy but he would try and get up to see me. He then told me that when he went in last night he did not find a gallstone but he did find sludge,He asked if my urine was dark and I told him I have only gone once since surgrey but it was very dark He said that was the sludge coming out . He also talked about blasting my gall bladder to break up what he said were a lot of stones. I told him about the surgen that come in and said they were going to take it out ,His reply was ¡° I don¡¯t know who would do that with your condition¡±. He then told me he ordered a speical MRI test and they would be bring down for that shortly. Time now was about 11:30 am.

10 minutes or so later I was taken for the MRI when I got there I had to wait because another patient was brouhgt in and they only had the one machine. When I was finally taken in the 2 nurses I presume asked me if I was clasuphobic as my whole body goes into the machine I told them no. they put the shields on me and strapped me down then put head phones on me saying it gets noisey in this room.

I was never told in any way shape or form that the noise would be inside the machine and it would be like a pile driving machine for about 20 pounds then a horn as loud as u ever heard would sound then thepounding again. The alleged nures did give me a button to press if I needed them, I just laid the button done and didn¡¯t give it a thought at the time. A few minutes into 30 minutesof pure hell I tried to find the button I couldn¡¯t find it the nures called over the earphone to stop moveing around I had to lay still. It was like being in a coffin I would look up and see the white top as they drove the piling for a hi rise building. I finally located the button when they come on the ear phones I told them get me the fuck out of here I have had enough. The nurse reply you only have 17 sec left and she finished that 17 sec. . MY head was pounding, my right leg and right arm and hand had become numb, I was in a panic. When I got out of that machine I screamed at them nurses you mother fucker never told me that what was gona happen I should have been for warned, My head is pounding The Blonde nursed turned to the other nurse and said good job (Name) and they started laughing. The blonde nurse came to my strecher a few minutes later and tried to claim they told me. She then left because her shift was over. I was in a totall panic rage an anger like I have never had my life and all I want was to get out of that hospital. About 20 minutes later I got back to my room got my clothes and was getting dressed to leave when a nurse came in and told me I couldn¡¯t leave my liver was failing and it was going to get worst. This is the 1st I had heard this, she called for a dr and ask if she could take out my 3 IV¡¯s before I left.. she had 1 IV out when the dr came and he told me I had liver failure and wanted me to sign a release that I was leaving against medicial advice .I told him I was not signing anything that this hospital let me bleed for more than 8 days last month and I wasn¡¯t going to go throught that again and them sick bastards laughing down at the MRI. I left. In a double panic.as I write this I don¡¯t know what to do. .Why are my organs failing. I don¡¯t know. MDS does not cause organ failure. MDS kills by stroke or heart attack ,is it the 3 treatments of chemo I did ,again I don¡¯t know.

I do know my my Death certificate has been signed and that may have really happen in july when I bled for days on end.

When I posted part 4 many Readers and CGI members offer up their prayers of support here is my resposen

Thank You . Your Prayers were heard. I calmed down around 3 o'clock in the morning. At 9am my brother took me to the ER at Lahey Clinic, the ER waiting room was empty I was taken right in and spoke with the Dr for about 40 min. I was able to tell him everything that had gone on since July 3rd when I come down with a yeast infection in my chest. Later he would bring over 3 interns and ask me to tell them the complete story. It took an hour or so, but they listen very attentively. I'm sure that afterwards the Dr told them ,that is a story you never want a patient to experience or have to tell. what a lesson for those interns.

My liver was not failing the counts had shot up but that was do to the Gall Bladder, I was taken to surgery and they removed my gall bladder .I am back at home now. They explained that the gallstones were caused by the up and down of my blood counts over the past several months, the hemoglobins release a bile causing them. I should be ok now. back on the cannabis oil hope it can continue to help me through this mess. again I thank all of you for the mircale of the empty ER.
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