Dear useless,

In no way in the posting above did I personally attack you. Indeed, it was not about YOU at all. And yet you seem determined to seek me out and attack my character directly with lies, innuendo and presumption. It is as though you MUST have this energy in order to identify yourself.

In fairness, I must admit that I do not have your addiction to the misery of others. I do, however, find it difficult to defend myself from this kind of putrefaction.

How sad that you pretend to represent Christianity. By what you say, you have made it very clear that you know not the first thing about REAL Christianity, but only the Pseudo Christianity which attempted to usurp Christ's teachings, change them to suit their desire for control and then beat poor Minds like yours into submission.

It occurs to me that I feel very, very sorry for you. But alas, I cannot help you. The journey for each of us is very singular. We must each do our OWN work on our OWN Inner Kingdom. If I thought you were truly attempting to argue the merits of Christianity, I might desire to engage in this conversation. But you are not. It is clear to me that your goal is merely to twist the god given joy that is ever evolving from the Awakening Spirit into something ugly. You seem to have a great desire to make god ugly.
Why do you suppose that is?

I have sympathy for your misery. I am even more sorry that you want to paint the world with THAT misery and pick and destroy every flower you see along the way. And I know you will continue this assault because sadly you cannot help yourself. You live in the end of your sentences: You are the Object: You are therefore Owned. You pay homage to those who would OWN you.

You seem to presume this 'argument' can somehow be won by words...by beating up on others because they MUST care that you say bad things about them EVEN AS YOU KNOW THEY ARE JUST RHETORIC MEANT TO DESTROY. All you do for me is point out what is left of my waning ego..my attachment to the OUTSIDE world and for that I must say a meagre thank you. But your meanness injects the world with more of the same...more of the misery of ownership and control. Is that TRULY what you want...in your heart?

The fact is, REAL Christians don't act like you do. Yet you cannot even see yourself in the mirror of Christ and are careful to avoid any possibility of it by ignoring the beatiful thoughts and ideas put forth in my postings. Only the Controllers have to put others down in order to make themselves feel good. And that is exactly who OWNS your soul. It is my humble conjecture that you sold out to their devil a long time ago.

Nemaste,

Esclarmonde