The last whistleblower I will mention today is Barbara Hartwell. Many have already read her information and are familiar with what she has gone through and the harassment she endures on a daily basis.
Barbara needs our financial help. Please read this excerpt from one of her CONFIDENTIAL reports (posted here with her permission) and you will have an idea of who she is and what she has been through! She currently has no means of support. If you can help her by making a contribution to her Legal Defense and Research Fund please do so. If you send a donation, it might be best to leave your name and return address off the outside envelope, as her mail has been tampered with and she is concerned about the possibility of her supporters being targeted simply for helping her.
Here is the excerpt from her CONFIDENTIAL REPORT. This report was sent to a few people that Barbara felt she could trust. This is in Barbara's own words:
As you know if you read my last article, 'Time To Set the Record Straight Part 2' (published on Conspiracy Planet and Rumor Mill News) I have found it necessary to retire from public activism and will no longer be publishing a newsletter or articles on the Internet. One reason for making this decision was because I was given reason to believe that my life may have been under threat. I still believe that to be true, for reasons which will be outlined here. Unlike some other whistleblowers, I have not been able to go into "hiding" since I have no resources nor support which would allow for that possibility.
Since my work (writing and research) cannot be separated from my personal situation, or my feelings about that situation, much of this letter will necessarily deal with personal issues. If you are receiving this, you are someone I consider trustworthy, a person of integrity whose objective or self-serving interest in the issues and information would NOT take precedence over her/his concern for another person's well-being, privacy/confidentiality and human rights. If you are wondering why I chose you personally, let's just say I have my own reasons for my discernment.
Unfortunately, most people I have dealt with, on a personal and/or a professional basis have shown themselves NOT to be trustworthy. I used to try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt but I can no longer afford to risk even that. I have been repeatedly set up, exploited, sabotaged and had my trust betrayed, sustaining many damages --professionally, financially, psychologically and to my physical health--some of which are very difficult to recover from. I know I'm not the only one this has happened to, it goes with the territory when you've been targeted for persecution, especially involving Psy Ops. I have reached the point where I just can't sustain any more damages and have very little left to lose.
From all indications, time may be running out. Since 1996 when I began to make public the CIA's involvement in abuses perpetrated on me, the OVERT harassment and persecution escalated dramatically, though I first became aware of the campaign to "neutralize" me in 1994, around the time when I finally broke the mind control programming after many years of battling with the handlers who surreptitiously exerted control over most areas of my life and circumstances.
I am really a very introverted, private person. Because I am an activist, many people who have read my articles view me as an extravert, not understanding the true meaning of the terms. Having been trained in Jungian psychology, I understand the common misperception that an introvert is "shy" or "timid". In fact, an introvert is merely someone whose perceptions and values are based on an individual, inner psychic life and not determined by the need for approval from others; society in general or participation in collective endeavors.
I do NOT enjoy interacting with "the public" and never have. I also dislike being in any kind of spotlight or under scrutiny. Thus, to make my own case public was something I had major conflicts about. The ONLY reason I did so was that I did not see another way to expose the perps. Without first exposing them, by bringing to public awareness what they had done to me and others close to me, I saw no hope of stopping them. I, like many others who have been subjected to their violations of human rights, feel it is imperative that they be held legally and morally accountable for their criminal acts. To raise my own public outcry to hold these criminals accountable and bring them to justice was the only way I could think of to try to accomplish my objective.
I recently not only felt the need to withdraw from the public arena, but to cut off most of my individual contacts with others. Frankly, the stress of it all had become unbearable, on top of everything else I have to deal with, the escalating persecution and just trying as best I can to survive. The way I see it, the fewer people I maintain contact with the safer I will be and the more I can focus my energy on my own survival, which is now as tenuous as it has ever been. I am now doing all in my power to try to save myself from a total breakdown in every possible way, physically, psychologically and financially. I have seen this coming --and trying to avert it-- for a long time. My last vestiges of support and sustenance continue to be ripped away at an alarming rate. I have found no available source of concrete help which would tip the balance to stop the downward spiral of circumstances and events.The perps have destroyed every area of my life, piece by piece, until there is very little left to salvage.
The one thing I can still do is expose as much info as I can about what has happened to me in whatever time remains. That is the purpose of this letter and the ones to follow. I thought that withdrawing from public presentations and adopting a low profile might make a difference, since the harassment had been escalating in direct proportion to my articles being published on a wider scale. The perps had been sabotaging my research of related issues and all my attempts to make it public for years before this, mainly trying to stop me from EVER going public with my own case. Even when I did make it public, my case as a gov't mind control survivor has never been nearly as high-profile as certain others. Outside of the conspiracy researchers/alternative media I can't imagine that anyone (except the gov't perps and their minions) has ever heard of me in connection with such issues.
Most people in the general public have never even heard of gov't mind control and don't have a clue as to the meaning of black ops, NWO or the shadow gov't. But since I published my last article stating my intent to withdraw from the public arena, things have gotten much worse, not better, as I --perhaps naively-- had hoped. All I can say is that I did what I thought was right by telling the truth about my general circumstances, background and my involvement with certain other people in this milieu. I have to stand by the truth, whether or not I have "proof", no matter what the consequences. Some others whom I have publicly denounced for their lack of integrity are an integral part of that truth. I was not about to let these people attempt to discredit or contain me without standing up for myself. To me, it is a matter of honor. I should also say that in publicizing my opinions of certain individuals, I acted only in self-defense or in defense of others I believe have been wronged, and never as a gratuitous attack on any individual.
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Dear Rayelan,
You have my deepest appreciation for posting this appeal on my behalf. I want all readers of RMN to know that I consider you one of the most credible and trustworthy people I know and that your continuing support of me by publishing my material and just being a friend I can talk to and who truly UNDERSTANDS has made a big difference in my life.
You are an angel !
If I can just stabilize my financial situation and remove some of the stress I am under in just the battle for survival, I look forward to publishing more of my material on Rumor Mill News, some of which will be included in my upcoming book, titled Hardwired: The True Story of a CIA Black Ops Survivor. So far, as you well know, I've published only a fraction of my story and my research. Hopefully, what I have told only a few people such as yourself, in confidence, can in future be made public.
I also want to say that I know Al Bielek ( we were both involved in Phoenix/Montauk ) and that I would encourage everyone to please help him to the best of their ability. He has done so much to bring out the truth of black ops and has had the courage to address even the most bizarre issues, despite the "credibility" issue we all face when publicly speaking of such things. Al is a person of good character and integrity and he is as deserving as anyone I've ever met of our support. It's an outrage that a person who tells the truth, at the risk of his own life, has to be subjected to this sort of persecution. And the latest happening to Al is only the tip of the iceberg...From talking to Al, I know that he's been through one hellish form of harassment after another for years.
So I would like to add my own appeal on Al's behalf to that of RMN and his other supporters.
Like myself, Al needs his car repaired ( I have been without mine for 9 months !) I just recently managed to avoid losing my home but I'm not out of the woods yet, as I still have no reliable source of income to pay my bills. Unfortunately, Al is in even worse circumstances than I am, being evicted from his home, so please think of him first !
And please don't forget Rumor Mill News. It's because of the hard work of people like Rayelan that we all have a forum to share our information and maintain freedom of the press.
"In a time of universal deceit, TELLING THE TRUTH is a revolutionary act"....George Orwell
Thanks for listening and God bless,
Barbara Hartwell
Please send donations (no amount too small !) to:
Barbara Hartwell
Legal Defense and Research Fund
PO Box 832 Woodstock NY 12498
WEBSITE http://www.ulster.net/~babs7/
