Dear RM Agents and Readers,

Certainly, the more stressed I am the more my spelling goes to crap. Yet, recently I've noticed and paid very close attention to my spelling and what their search spelling states.

I just thought I was hosed on that part of my brain. Except, I began to notice that the my spelling was correct many times and still it was saying search instead for, what is up with that?

Yet, It always states search instead for whether it is spelled correctly or not, Why? It is obvious that like they did with the Native Americans they are choosing to distance us from our language and so doing to distance us from heritage and memory. Just like the destruction of the statues, over running our Colleges with WOKE policies that serve to dumb down our kids for 40 grand a pop or more.

They are tearing down our families, some will survive. I thought mine was strong but have the last few years learned something very different.

There is a darkness that has overflowed into our country and it seems no matter how fast I back peddle, the only way is to go straight through hell before the devil knows you're there (as the country song goes).

They have left most of us older folks feeling as though the families are distant; no matter how close they are. The children don't realize you have something to teach them that only years on this planet and watching and stumbling along has helped us to learn. A DNA memory, kind of think that is what our intuition is and where it comes from. Certainly, without it we will not survive long.

Yet, I do think their is a plan by those doing the good works that must follow God's law. Can you see how much harder it is if you have a law to follow? It takes longer but in the end more will be known and more will be learned and for the rising up of most.

Certainly, there will be many that will stay attached to this time frame/time line/dimension; but I do think the real people that have taken full hits from everywhere and think they didn't succeed may indeed have made a huge difference. Like the "Fringe" series where the guy times out everything and places one small item to cause a calamity that is so small in the scope of things when you only glance at it that no one sees him or recognizes what he is doing. I think that is how it will turn out for many; that no matter what they have trudged through if they did it with a God connection and a loving heart for the betterment of society that in the in end there are very few NPC (non player characters).

Each and Everyone of You matter, so make it count, do the best you can. Even if others are looking at you and don't understand that at the moment you are doing the best you can.

A statement that was made to me by a person long ago was this:

How many people really get up in the morning and walk out the door attempting to do any less than the best they can?

Then there are the times that you don't quite understand where a person is coming from but when looking back; you see what they were saying more clearly and have to ask their forgiveness from something you did the best you could at the time but you needed more information to really understand the depth of what they stated.

Lot of introspective questions at the moment; you've probably already thought these things:)

Many Blessings,
CrystalRiver