Each case has a different tone to it, some resonate closer then others with different readers. This one I can relate to because I know how it feels to experience something, while at the same time knowing no one would believe me, if I told them. Here is one man's story...

...Many Americans are having experiences which have come to be known as “alien abductions.” Despite the readiness of people who are not familiar with the details of the phenomenon to offer psychiatric or other conventional explanations, none of these has even begun to account for the strange nature, richness and awesome power of these experiences. Those who are willing to pay attention to what is going on here are confronted with an intriguing mystery of expanding scope.

Jim Sparks’s case has many of the features that have been reported now in hundreds of instances, but it is also unusual in several respects. His account provides one of our richest and most detailed documentations of an abduction history. In addition, he shows clearly how the experiences evolved, together with shifts in his own consciousness. But above all, Sparks’s recall is altogether conscious, i.e., without the benefit of hypnosis, relaxation exercises or any other use of a non-ordinary state of consciousness for the exploration of buried memories. This should help to settle what may still remain of the suspicion that these experiences are somehow the product of a narrator trying to please a hypnotist. As for myself, I met Jim Sparks for the first time in March, 1996, and although we have had two interviews and several other conversations, I cannot be regarded as complicit in bringing forth his knowledge, as his book was far along before we met.

Sensing that he has something important to teach us, Sparks has avoided reading about “alien” abductions, lest his prior knowledge contaminate his account. Nevertheless, his story is in many ways consistent with the narratives and lives of other abductees I have seen or whose cases have been published. He has the passion, curiosity, and self-doubt of an authentic, truthful voice. There would be little reason to question the reality of what he has written except for the fact that from the standpoint of the materialist worldview that still dominates our culture, what Sparks has to tell us is simply not possible. We are then faced with the choice of rejecting his story prima facie or allowing ourselves to expand our notions of the possible by attending to what he has to say.

Jim Sparks is an Italian American who was in the residential real estate business when his experiences began. Those that he remembers began a decade ago. He has been informed by the alien beings that they are concentrating their contact now upon ordinary people (he regards himself as an “average person”) because agreements with Earth’s leaders to “correct the environmental condition of your planet” were violated. Furthermore, Sparks is so convinced that information about alien cultures and activity of great importance for human health and the future of the Earth has been illegally suppressed by government officials that he initiated a National Security Information Amnesty bill that would allow records to be opened and these individuals to come forward with what they know, without fear of reprisal.

Initially Jim’s experiences, which occurred as often as several times a month, were primarily intrusive and terrifying, including the oft reported forced extraction of sperm. Furthermore, he had been brought into a “mind-boggling” world where known physical laws were broken — passage through solid objects, shape-shifting, and instant, apparently thought-activated, transport. Something, he tells us, had “invaded my being right down to the core.” A process, totally outside of his control, had befallen him which utterly broke down his will, “probing through to the deepest fiber of my mind.” Sparks tried desperately to relate what was happening to him to familiar notions, thinking at first that he was being taken over by evil spirits.

Little by little Sparks was able to put aside his rage, overcome fear and accept that he was encountering some sort of technologically advanced non-human intelligence from which he could not escape, beings with the “ability to scan the deepest fiber of your soul,” before which he was quite powerless. As he was able to surrender, the experiences transformed. Sparks found that he had been inducted into a kind of “alien boot camp,” a school of training and testing that made heavy use of riddles, ambiguity, paradox and symbolization, where much of the communication occurred telepathically or via connection with the aliens’ dark, mysterious eyes.

The purpose of his schooling seems to be two-fold: to create a hybrid race as an “insurance policy” for the future, and to awaken us to our mindless destructiveness, so that we may halt the devastation we are bringing to Earth. Sparks’s articulate and moving expression of his awakening of consciousness in relation to this danger (a “different point of view” in “sharp contrast to earlier feelings”), which appears to be the core significance of the abduction experience for him and so many others, gives his book power and importance. The human race is “isolated” in the cosmos “by ignorance,” he has learned, not “ready to join the intelligent life” that exists in other realms and “too dangerous” to “be set free in the universe to do as we please.” As Sparks has moved beyond his resentment, he has come to feel quite fortunate to have somehow been chosen to “participate” in such a great “adventure.” He is unwavering in his conviction that we must heed the beings’ warnings in order to stop the destruction of the environment and the death of the planet.

This central message is stressed repeatedly and relentlessly in Sparks’s book, and is the reason for its power. Through Sparks the beings, or whatever may be the intelligence behind this extraordinary phenomenon, tells of our failed stewardship of this magnificent planet. In several of his abductions Sparks was shown on TV-like screens scenes of such breathtaking natural beauty that they left him “completely mesmerized.” But they would inevitably be followed by visions of “mankind’s destructive ways,” as the images showed once-beautiful forests “now brown gray and dead looking instead of healthy and green,” or dead, bloated fish floating on top of the water. Sparks writes, “This made me feel very sad and depressed.” Suddenly after one of these experiences a telepathic voice said, “YOU ARE KILLING YOUR PLANET. YOUR PLANET IS DYING.”
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