A post submitted by Longtime CGI member, Gryphon...

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I don't speak German, the title was a finger takeover.
The AI is baking my brain...
It's the Black goo from the X Tiles
Typo s are just gonna exist in this stream.
So I was reminiscing. A year ago, plus two months, 14 that is correct say Yoda?

March 15 the Ides of 2020. Two days B4 St. Patty's.
Already sliced corn beef and Swiss cheese for the Firefighter's
fundraiser downtown. 250 sandwiches divide into 4/lb. call it 240, 60 lbs. of corned beef cooked over the two previous days. 500 slices of bread, you figure the loaves, etc. We had at least 8 corned beef dinners scheduled full fixings, boiled slow taters with cabbage and of course carrots and celery.

A Year later...

I don't miss that. I was no doubt running on the treadmill
A summer sacrifice of the hospitality industry running full steam ahead hustling to make it work and make everyone happy, and it was worth it, but I was sacrificing my soul to make other people happy. Not that that can't necessarily be considered noble, one of my contracts was no killing, no soldier. Hence, chef. JC Guaranteed. Gotta feed people to atone for my past lopping off of heads. Swear to God it ain't from the movies, Ron Armitron, 10 minute healings, went back 2000 years I suppose, that was the intent of the healings at any rate and I had risings from the subconscious that helped me to understand that my past lives do truly intrude upon this one. Bottom Line. This last year has been awesome for me to heal about the wailing from probably 10 years ago.

True direction?

At 14 Yeshua asked me to take the cross onto my body again. I said yes, as long as I would never be put in a situation to kill for him again. And the cross was again born into my body. An unrelenting force that cannot be denied. Damn *other*ucker sure chooses to take his toll. Of course he'll say "OH No!!! It's your own nasty deeds coming back at you, got nothing to do with you taking on a little part of me to help save some souls and help people in need. You know I'd never give you more than you can bear." Shoulda seen him as a kid, #uck with you all day. I was quicker, once I got him round the neck he couldn't do $*it. You try babysitting the Sun-freak of nature. I am James, his brother, at least that's today's story and I'm sticking to it. I paid for my jump. Don't do it. Why the #uck you think I'm back here 2000 Years later?

Apparently to Rant about Covid and the past year's Events.

So.

Anyhoo... I have made my decision.
As a Bearer of the True Cross of Christ within My Body
I shall celebrate the Birth of our Nation on July 4th.
If there is not a change of government by Labor Day
I will personally go to Washington, D.C.

And stay. I shall be prepared to do so for an extended period of Time.

Until such time as the gathering of souls shall induce change.

[I'm Sorry
Forgive Me
Thank YOu
I Love You
Ho'opono'pono]

Those words above have kept me from going to the deeper end many times. Mauna Kea. Forgives the World. While Loa cries.

My Nature soul talks to the trees as I walk the dog.

I'm done. Nuff Said.

Gryphon