Dear RM Agents and Readers,

I used to reference a site when I first started at Rumormill in 2008. It was a site that was created by the survivors of the dugway proving ground incidents. The men are now all dead and I wished someone would have saved the information.

You couldn't copy and paste anything; folks worrying about copy right caused the information to become lost. I may have a couple pages that I typed but there was so much there on the terrible testing they had done on those men. Much of what I had was lost--

The drug spoke of in Jacobs Ladder was a real drug called BZ and it did do terrible things. Just hope it isn't encapsulated in a nanolipid ready to be deployed on October 4th.

It was project 112 or project shad survivors page that was created by the men themselves and on one of the main pages there was a list that incuded BZ, Scrapie, Mad Cow and the list went on.

Just noticed a write up of Jacobs Ladder and boy did he miss half the story. The guy puts everything off to just a dying experience and that couldn't be further from the truth. Basically disregarding the very poignant fact that the military had been testing on these guys, using them as guinea pigs.

The military guys had photos of themselves and their skin took on a chemical burn look, this was also noted in some of us with Morgellons.

In the film, Jacob's Ladder there is a guy, a chemist that was working on his own, got busted for drugs and then started to work for the military. Looked very similar to something I had seen happen in my own area just after Vietnam. The guy playing the chemist in the movie even looked like the guy.

BZ is real and if that has anything to do with nanolipids in the jabs it will be terrible. The question becomes will it only happen in their mind or will it play out in real time? It will probably be both. If indeed they are using BZ or a similar substance. It will be a nightmare for a lot of people if this is allowed to be carried out.

I've never seen a movie hit on such incredible emotion at every level. The guy that sort of ripped on the story says it was just a man with his life passing before his eyes at death. Boy did he miss a whole lot! It could be he is just to young to realize the depth in the story. Young people are easier to deceive and once deceived it is hard to change tracks but not impossible!

At one point in Morgellons I could not wake up and would think I was awake and then realize I still wasn't. After finally waking up and having such horrible nightmares, I didn't want to go back to sleep.

Many Blessings,
CrystalRiver