STAR CHILD (part two)

“As strange as it sounds, will you start from where I am now as a human and go back to the beginning,” I asked.

“You are not human. You are dressed as a human. You wear your human body like a cloak. As soon as a starchild enters a body, any 'form', it forgets that it is a starchild. It forgets that it is thinking energy (there is no precise way to say that): Thinking energy; vibration; starchild; consciousness,intelligence. Those words hint at what you are).”

“Why did we become humans? Why did you become a human?” I asked.

“I’ve been around awhile. I’ve been a human many times. I do it for the adventure, the challenge. Same reason most of us do it. But at first, it wasn’t about the adventure. It was about learning. It was about having enough experiences to discern things and make informed choices. You’ve read the saying, ‘Ignorance never was happiness.’ It is true.”

“Why did we have to learn things?” I asked. “What were we at the beginning, before we were starchildren?”

“Before we were starchildren we were unified consciousness, separate as to function, unified as to purpose. When we separated from unity we lost direct access to the knowledge that unity provided and became innocent–innocent as a new born. A human child born of knowledgeable parents has to gain its own understanding by experience, and so do ‘new born’ starchildren (as above, so below).”

“What caused us to separate from the whole?” I asked.

“The same reason human children leave the comforts of their homes. Individuality blossoms in the fertile soil of new experiences.

“The universe is not as complex as scientist and philosophers make it out to be. The family unit is an excellent synonym for the oneness, unity and connectedness of all that is.

“There is only one consciousness, but it is not like a single celled amoeba. It is one ‘body’ made up of countless ‘cells’, and like mitosis in one human results in another human, mitosis in the ONE CONSCIOUSNESS results in another consciousness, or in this case, starchildren.

“Individual consciousness or thinking energy (when not within a ‘created’ form) is the REAL you. When you come to the realization that you are not human, that you are merely a consciousness ‘dancing’ in a human body, it will change how you look at life on earth, and how you deal with everyday life.

“When you awaken to your starchild status, you cannot refrain from shouting with joy. You experience the feeling of absolute joy. And you also know that they who are not yet awake, do not share your perspective and often dislike how you look at life and how you deal with everyday life. Most humans have no clue as to the joy an awake starchild feels, and most awake starchildren are cautious about sharing it. Of course I’m not speaking of you because you are a blabber mouth.”

PART THREE TO FOLLOW: The Attitude of an Awake One

(part one)

: It appeared in front of me, a small shining light dancing in a
: blue sky. I wondered what it was? Almost immediately an
: answer came into my mind, “I am a starchild, as are you,
: but you are cloaked.”

: I wondered at my thought.

: “No need to wonder. It’s me sending thoughts to you. I am
: Rom.”

: “What are you?” I asked.

: “I am a starchild; an independent and free intelligence; a
: mind. I am an unveiled,organized thinking energy being. I
: am what is at the heart of all self-aware conscious beings:
: Thinking energy. Do any of those work for you?”

: “You look like a miniature sun or star.” I said.

: “I know. That is why we call ourselves starchildren. We are
: all starchildren in essence. You are a starchild. Your star
: is cloaked. You are in a human cloak. Been there; done
: that. Might do it again.”

: “Why are you here talking to me?” I asked.

: “I’ve been playing in the thought stream and picked up yours.”

: “What are the odds?” I asked, not expecting an answer.

: “The odds are good when you fine tune yourself. Thoughts are
: not just scattered. They vibrate at certain frequencies. To
: much junk out there to not fine tune. Like searching the
: internet, but no pop-ups and no bogus sites.”

: “What was I thinking that made you curious?” I asked.

: “More than curious.....I only engage when intent is genuine.
: And we have a history. You were thinking about the origin
: of life before matrixes. You want to know the fundamental
: construct of consciousness or intelligence. I’ve been
: following your thoughts stream for some time. You come up
: with some wacky conclusions. Some are not bad, but mostly
: they are incomplete.”

: “I’m never surprised that I get it wrong considering this
: veil. I’m surprised anything comes through this body,” I
: said.

: “Well maybe if you weren’t so polluted. You can’t see the full
: power of a light through muddy water. And the light you do
: see gets distorted by all the junk in you. If you quit
: smoking, quit drinking pop and eat less and better, you’d
: be fooled less. Remember that eleven day fast you went on
: years ago? You got some things right then. Maybe you should
: stop eating.”

: “Since you know about that fast, do you know about the three
: day fast without food and water, and the guy I was with
: came out of the desert and became a polygamist and I came
: out thirsty and hungry. Zip to anything else,” I said.

: “Three days don’t cut it. It helps, but you are not going to
: get real stuff in that time. Little effort, little gain.”

: “My brother-in-law went without food for forty one days and
: got confused, thought he was going to become the richest
: man in the world; find gold. All he found was that he could
: go forty one days without eating and not die.” I said.

: “Well there you go.....intent.....he wanted money. it’s a big
: deal you know. You are not after money; you really want to
: know what is behind the scenes, what the core of life is
: about.

: That’s why I’m here. Shall we begin?”