Dear Lymerick,

I know when I became ill, I know my eyes went to many places as the cause so many strange things happened that year; felt like I had crawled into an ongoing twilight zone movie.

I really thing what came to me happened in the Rhogam shot, but there were other strange things that happened; some I've rarely spoke of.

Quick summary because the whole thing is still mind boggling to this day.

The Rhogam shot as my second child was being born I believe something came to me through that.

I was living by a sewage plant that went florescent red and most likely had something dumped from Dugway in Utah where I know they were involved with Scrapie, Anthrax and other such fun topics except for those of us who were exposed to them and especially the vetrans group that maintained a site until the last one passed.

Then much of the information left, there was a lot there and although it was made to be protected. This also created a wall to protect it from being preserved. I found the only way to keep it was by hand typing and copying was what one must do. I lost so many printers in the early days to hacking, verry great loss to mankind.

Became pregnant with a third child that I carried for but 6 months. I had strange sores on my belly and my chest during this time. At one point before the sores, I think, I saw an incoming meteor and thought surely it was an incoming bomb for the sound and the way it hurled over my head. Later on the news to be reported as a piece off a Russian Satellite on the weather as so many folks called in.

I was on my way to the Catholic Carnival, interestingly enough I was creating a booth that glowed with florescent paint and McDonalds space ships (only time I bought food at McDonalds was to get those plastic ships). My dad said I imagined it; along with the other folks that called the news station I suppose.

Then prior to the movie Communion coming out and just before the loss of my third child my whole home lit up like a stadium with this strange blue lighting. I ran around my home attempting to wake my family and even pinching my oldest attempting to wake her but my children nor my husband woke. Did I dream it???? It didn't seem like a dream. And then I gave up attempting to wake them and laid down only to have the light seem to lesson in my room and these strange small creatures around my bed, there were some adult size ones as well. That day I had suffered a beating that caused the beginning of the loss of the child, might have thought the whole thing a creation of my mind from the stress; however, the book communion so aligned with what happened to me and was something I read at a later time.

When I was younger I was found several times outside, wandering around, asleep by most accounts. Guess my dad screamed at me one time only to realize he was looking into the eyes of someone that wasn't home for the moment.

The Movie Taken by Stephen Speilberg ended up showing a few things that happened in my life and an interesting moment that showed a genetic connection to a thing called a fast gene. A niece of mine
played soccer and a photo of her was at this site prior to 2012; remarkable similarity to Dakota Fanning, very curious indeed.

Had a few times that scientists seemed to seek me out, for what reason, I do not know, thought it weird and strange the questions they would ask. There are a lot of folks that have been through a lot stranger things than myself but surely I'd like to go back to smelling the roses and watching others run around. It is like the moments in the movie lost; where those that are old suggest, let's have tea (which could take you back to a strange "Alice in Wonderland" moment but I absolutely hated that fairy tale so let's not).

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Truly there may be something I have missed, my head does not think clearly when exposed to so much coal smoke, my apologies. They could have made it cleaner.

Many Blessngs,
CrystalRiver