Dear RM Agents and Readers,

I'm pretty sure she has passed away albeit I was never told for sure by anyone. I lost, Gwen , Mike, Karen, and a few others that had made a mark on my heart. Suddenly I was sitting there with no one that really understood, and living through another unnecessary drama as seems to be the case with Lyme and co-infections, the rage part that often exists.

Once you understand it, it is easier to in part control. Yet, you watch as any and all intimate relationships come back at you until they understand and by then they've usually moved on; it is later that they discover that their rage was from the inside not the outside.

Jan had participated in an interview that ended up being nothing more than a rape job on her character as they used the ET card to discredit everything she spoke of. She called me upset by the fact they had twisted her words & disregarded all her painstaking work. This was a woman who had worked with children that were challenged and had seen plenty of decimation in her own family caused by co infections. I pray I'm recalling this correctly.

I was sent an invitation recently, that went out to many in regards to those who were undiagnosed to be on some program within the last few months. Doesn't take me long to learn to run from invitations to express what is really going on with this pandemic because the powers that were don't want it happening.

It will take an act by the President & his people and the understanding that we will pay out a great deal on the onset of this debacle but then it will turn for the entire world and folks will finally be free. The souls of those that have gone before who kept at it no matter the cost in order to have the generations after be able to live a life without the weight of these depopulation illnesses upon their shoulders, may those souls be blessed.

Something keeps coming to me; how is it that these illnesses don't touch those that created and distributed them through their labs?

We know some of them seem to strike certain genetic groups. Is this like George Carlin Said, "They want folks just smart enough to run their machines but not smart enough to question their lot in life." Or something of that sort.

Jan and I spoke many, many times on the phone and she helped me through my last dark time.

I miss her.

The nanotech aspect of Morgellons was it just a 'sexy' twist to pull folks to that idea than to look at the possibility of connection to Lyme? Something I've wondered?

Yet, there was another question I've pondered; this is merely a question at this point. Lyme disease crosses the blood/brain barrier. So the question is: have those that put themselves above the rest of the peons, the ones in the club, have they, figured out a way to control the masses by controlling the spirochete in Lyme disease and thereby controlling the brains of the masses? Is that what the towers are about? I was told at one point that should all hell break out the towers need to come down?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGSUU3E9ZoM

I recall the day I fought to keep this out of my brain; literally, I knew that is where it was going to. I begged for help and then s set down and accepted my fate after 3 weeks fighting.

Many Blessings (Godspeed to Jan Smith),
CrystalRiver