The reason for some of the pessimism is that I haven't slept well in over 6 weeks. No sugar, caffeine, or medicine in over 4 weeks.
I went to visit a Native American friend who was having 2 Innuit Shamans (or Medicine Men) visiting. No one outside my house knows about how bad my hearing loss has become, due to ruptured ear drums. These two Shamans, upon meeting me, told me that I don't hear, but I feel the vibrations, which is true. They asked me if I felt the agitation in the earth. I said yes. They said there would be more agitation and tribulation before the peace came, but it is not the peace people are expecting. Then, this past Sunday, while at a local restaurant with my 4-H club for a meeting, this strange man walks up to me and says, "They know who you are, they know what you are, and they are coming. Do not be afraid." Now, put 2 and 2 together. There is something big coming, but what I do not know. I can feel it in my bones and my heart. If you stop to listen, I think everyone can feel stuff is not right, but we don't know what it is.
I am sorry to ramble, but I am trying to warn everyone to be careful. I am sorry I was gone for so long, but with Home Schooling and life, I have been on the internet for less than an hour each day. Our school is about to end, on May 15, so it should free more time.