Dear Jana,
You are also brilliant, but you hardly need the likes of me to tell you that. Still, you have dared to bare your soul here...privileged us with watching your process as your motivating anger distills itself into the sweet wine of pure Spirit.

Sometimes it has been difficult to watch, and in that difficulty we have, of course, seen into our own souls. Thank you for providing that mirror. There are times when you have seemed my own antithesis, your honest anger digging at the abcesses of my own being, covered over with the oozing scab of ignorance because I could not deal with them. ...such is the dfficult process of becoming Conscious!

What you have done more than anything is make us realize that we are not separate from the things we write and post here. We are all, each of us, moving through our OWN processes, our own private 'heaven and hell', the 'lesson plan' laid out for us by our Source Being, or whatever one wishes to call it. And as we interact with each other on these pages and some aspects of the world watch, they get to see the evolving Consciousness awakening to its own perfection.

It has often been said that 'as bad as you are, is as good as you can be'. You have let us peek behind the curtain of your soul that we might see the 'badness' that stirred your indignity to a mighty roar. And now as you show us the symbols that make up our yin/yang beingness - the egg and the sperm - we see instantly the wave and the particle; frequency/harmonic; linear time/NOW, and revel in the stunning beauty of your Spiritual Wholeness, the Butterfly, Rogue AND Monarch, emerging from the cocoon, rubbing the last dead pieces of useless baggage from its magnificent wings.

It is here that the Spiritual Tower of Babel touches the sky: This is what they've tried to keep us from doing...this coming together in the same Language of Understanding. Your Language of Thrill. Isn't it a delicious irony that it is the VERY squeezing they have done to our liberty, our life force, that ultimately provides the means by which we OVERCOME even them until they are at last insignificant to our Emerging Being. Then, having chosen to remain part of the dead cocoon, they die with it, while we take wing in the mastery of self, the perfection of pure Being.

Thank you for your courage to bare your soul so that we might see how it is done in the extreme. Because you dared to survive an experience so horrific, many of us get to learn from it without having to experience it first hand. You are a lesson in undaunted courage who graciously confirms our own difficult processes. It is my pleasure and privilege to be on the planet with you!
Love,
Esclarmonde