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Dear Self - I am so sorry that you were stricken with this terrifying disease (Morgellons)

Posted By: CrystalRiver
Date: Sunday, 4-Feb-2018 11:50:37

A post by Katie Yussuf on the Charles E Holman site (on Facebook)

https://www.facebook.com/notes/katie-yussuf/dear-self/10153900643989238/?fref=mentions

Hello, Heroes! I wrote this a couple of years ago, and wanted to share with other patients, because i have seen that it applies to many of us... <3 KEEP YOUR HEADS UP!!!!

Dear Self

Katie Yussuf∑Sunday, November 15, 2015

Dear Self,
I am so sorry that you were stricken with this terrifying disease. It is NOT YOUR FAULT. I am so sorry there are so many mysteries and misperceptions about this. I know there is nothing you did to cause this to happen to you, and I know how hard you are fighting to get better. I am proud of who you are, and that you now trust your intuition. Iím so sorry that it took this journey to bring you to such a place where pleasing people is no longer a priority, nor an option. I know you have felt abandoned, but also have learned that you relied on people for things only you can do for yourself. I know there are many blessings hidden in this scary time in your life, but also that the ratio of terror to peace is heavily unbalanced and NOT in your control. There is no easy button. You must believe you can recover and enjoy a healthy life free of this disease. Sometimes the overwhelming science fiction aspect becomes nearly impossible to live with, and that combined with panic to quickly be able to rid oneself of the biofilm, fibers, sores, and unusual life-forms. Then when you look at your kids and see it in their eyes, nails, thinning hair, nasal and mouth sores, and the massive amount of fibers their scalps are too, producing... you feel out of control, hopeless. YOU CANNOT AFFORD TO GO TO THAT PLACE. This is a path of daily perseverance, continued steady pressure, no let-up to allow these things to become stronger and more resistant. Stress feeds this and you barely have an immune function. People will never understand this unless they live it, not because they are bad people, but simply because this was never meant to be understandable. You wouldnít believe it either, if you didnít have it. You must avoid stress at all costs. There is no time to convince people to care. On days when you feel like you canít handle it anymore, thatís when you have to pretend it isnít there. Be like the kids... accept that itís there, and keep living and looking for joy. It is something that doesnít need to be fully understood to detox. Stay a steady course with your supplements, detox baths, scalp and skin care, house sanitation, and praying. I know that the hardest part of this, besides seeing the children go through this and being unsupported in taking their health seriously, is accepting that itís IN YOU, and there is no cure. But you HAVE accepted it, and that is the hardest part. Yes you have anger, but marinating in it will KILL YOU. Just treat the symptoms and fit as much joy as you can into each day. There isnít anything else you can do about this for yourself and your kids. But in those categories, there is a lot you do, and you are doing a great job. Keep slowing this train down, and eventually it will turn around. You are a survivor, and you will survive this.

It will take time.
Stay strong.
Stay clear.


Stay joyful.
Write more.

Love, Katie





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