When I was young and ridiculous there was a saying among friends about getting drunk and being somebody. Usually, we weren't anyone just annoying.

This morning as I was weaving my way through unproven news stories on so-called conspiracy sites, and looking for the latest intel to find out if Zap was correct yet, I found that the internet is full of dead cops, the usual UFOs and supposedly tough guy cops with body armor that I'm sure if one ran into one they are so top heavy they would fall backwards. There was one guy on YouTube that was selling a get rich program that didn't involve the stock market. And no it wasn't real estate either or house flipping. All sorts of the regular stuff in the usual places. I was just about to give up and do laundry when I came across something I have asked God for but apparently it fell on deaf ears. More than likely I'm not the right guy for the job.

As I read the guy's story it took on the feel of an ordinary story from your average student shaman. Is there even such a thing as an ordinary shaman? Okay, so maybe not, but this guy says he was just that. He goes by the name of White Wolf.

His mentor was on his deathbed and told him that he was handing off the mantle of shaman to him, or White Wolf. He went about four months and nothing happened and continued working at his regular job in a rescue center/shelter for people that were in dire need.

To come to the point, two beings in light colored blue light descended on him at the end of work one day. Basically, he asserts they were just trying to tell him they were real. So, apparently, they didn't give him a "thou shalt save the world and go forth" message, but just wanted him to know they were there. Now, if it was me, and don't get me wrong I am a believer in such things, I'd be asking the recently disappeared beings, "Is that all. That's it? You just want me to know you are there.? What about the rest of my life, no hints as what to do, where to go, whom to help?" But no, they just left and he drifted back into being who he was. What a let down. I was rooting for him the whole story. Now, we're let down.

So, all this comes down to how we are. There is not one of us that haven't asked themselves, "Why me?" On the other hand, a few of us have asked, "Why not me, Lord? Do I suck that bad at what I do and attempt to do and learn?" At least that seems like the way most of us live life according to feedback in various books, magazines and internet posts. There has not been a year or even a month, I have not asked the Head Guy in Charge what I am supposed to be doing. There has not been a month, a day, a year or even a wrong number phone call from sexual predator to make me think at least something happened out of the ordinary.

And so, my advice to White Wolf in this story, is to congratulate yourself, you have had more contact than most of us. Yes, Mr. White Wolf, you have been chosen to do something. So whatever you do, make it really SOMETHING!. I'd like to be in your shoes once because going in, when you find out what you ARE doing, you know its going to work out right. We wish you all the best. If there was ever a time to leverage the gifts you are given, these times, are the times.

CapnGriff aka known as J. Griff Griffin various places on the web