Dear RM Agents and Readers,

I realized that there were other folks and the environment that was hurt because of what happened to me in 2011. So this post is for that healing to come.

Before I get to the Lake and what happened in that regard that I only discovered or guessed a few months prior to being attacked and setup for arrest. This is something that may have perplexed many but was not stated because I only recently put it all together in my own mind, thanks to Luella May and her suggestion on forgiveness.

The wires to my phone were cut by myself so that I would remember that there was no way for me to call out or to even send an email like I had done only a few days before when almost being pushed off the mountain from the area of a waterfall close to the cabin.

All the power was cut, there was no power to the phone and I would not have cut the lines because I know if a call comes in and your lines are working you can be electrocuted if cutting them; I was moving slow from being poisoned but not completely stupid.

There was no internet that came from a different source; it too did not work. There was no power at all and not even any vehicles I could take.
I was completely cut off and it was a memory I made for myself by the action of cutting the phone lines. The fear might have made me forget.

I apologize for those folks that may have stood for me at the cost of even unto their lives as it is only recently that this was considered by myself. Thank You for Helping and doing what you could and may God bless you a thousand fold, I apologize EB.

I apologize that while the soft water I used to help keep my illness/Morgellon/Lyme at bay was turned out onto the ground so that the other water that made me ill would be sent through to me, hurt Beaver Lake. I apologize.

Latest on Morgellons and Lyme: http://createsend.com/t/j-AFD27DB6EE032C7D

As near as I can guess my problem with the water began in 2008 and went through until I left, except when a couple people came to visit. I thought they were coming to sell drugs to my ex; but instead I was placed on show. The trees in front of my home, between the home and lake began to become ill. I frantically worked attempting to understand why this was taking place. I had taken care of the water with good result for about 6 years; any excess water with salt in it went into a tank. You do it enough over and over you remember even when sick.

At one point my ex and his buddy came and did something frantically with the water because they knew someone had figured it out; what was happening to the lake.

I finally realized that the knob that bypassed the softened water had been turned on; the one associated with the house not the water softener. It was a knob I never touched because I knew not to; it was my job to do the water and I failed not remembering what that knob was for. I realized that something was happening and stated as a matter of fact (while so afraid because I was also being poisoned in other ways). You must show me how you are bypassing the good water and why the trees and lake have been sick or I will put the house on the market in the morning.

I was shown this and I apologize if what was intended solely for my demise affected the environment that I have always cherished because of becoming ill with Morgellons it brought my awareness to the importance of that which is around us to an all time high.

There were articles in the local paper regarding the ill health of the lake; my health seemed to be following the same path, how Ironic.

Many Blessings,
CrystalRiver