Okay, Northwoods, Point well taken...HOWEVER...(You knew there was a 'however', didn't you...? ;o)

You could certainly say that I am still part of the System from your point of view...and, from your point of view, you would be absolutely correct. But from my point of view I have LEFT it. I actually did one day, you know. Got up and just walked away from everything. Sat down on a mountain to comtemplate my options. Considered them ALL (And I do mean ALL!) I very much considered NOT returning. (THEY had destroyed everything that was important to me.)

But something seemed to think there was something left for me to learn because I am still here. So...I said this to MY Universe: If I am going to stay here, it will be on MY terms. When I don't like it anymore, then I am 'outta here'! (We made this little pact) Then, I intoned to my Muse, 'You had better be darn sure you put me in the places where I can learn whatever it is I'm supposed to learn and You'd darn well better convince me that I like it...cause if I don't, then I really AM outta here! Off the Planet! So I looked around and decided to just see what parts of this Society had anything worth being a part of. Didn't find much, I can tell you. What I did find though, was the Spirit INSIDE of Me, a direct, full-blown connection! That became something worth living for. So I began to USE pieces of the System to 'make it easier' while I wait for that moment when it is no longer needed. And that day is quickly coming.

What it all comes down to is this: While from your point of view, you see me as 'in' the system because I am using pieces of it,... From Mine, I have created my OWN System, using only those bits and pieces that seem to fit at the moment. Sort of like in Mad Max where they found broken parts of cars and put them together into one outrageous vehicle.

No, I do not work for someone else. I've learned that life will bring me what I need when I need it. AND, I am ready at any moment to opt off the planet if it doesn't behave! (I am giving it time to right itself) There will be no Concentration Camps, no going up in pretend UFO's, no looking up at the clouds and feeling the Maitreya generated-rapture...no, none of that for this girl. Nope. Nope...

Just the internal spinning of Mind, like screwing a light bulb into the Cosmic Light Stream. And once I get good enough at it...? Nobody will EVER, EVER again force me to live on this Mean Planet with its judgmental minds, forced ignorance, chemical dependencies, incestuous terrorizing of children, government and corporate poisoners; where mean people STEAL Idaho land from families, put Mercury in our teeth, raise us to be dependent on eating blessed round-eyed cows, cut out the world's lungs by raping the forests, diddle the earth with EMPs just because they can, fill our skies with noxious chemicals, torture and murder people in order to TRAIN Agents HOW to Torture and murder, use individual souls like so much 'meat' hanging in a locker or herds in the field, and most of all...a society who ALLOWS SLAVERY in ANY form or has a GOVERNMENT in ANY form. Because enlightened people require no government. In any event, as soon as I am finished here, I will not live in such a place as this again. EVER. Period.

Let's see, Lerner and Lowe come to Mind. Here is what I'd like to say/sing to the Idiots who right now think we must ALL stay Stuck like glue to THEIR system: "Without you twirling it, the Earth can spin; without you pulling it the tide comes it, ....
Without you pushing them, the birds can fly...
If they can live without you, ducky, so can I...
I can live very well without you. ....

da,da,da, da,da,dum, da da doo...
And without much ado
we WILL all muddle through
without YOU!!!"
Anyway...aren't you glad you didn't ask...?
Just busy creating a new reality and loving you for being in it in any form you choose!
E.
P.S. And if you don't believe any of this is possible, I have to tell you, I was raised by an Irish Grandmother who believed in the 'Little People' and taught me from a very young age that YOU create your reality by what you think. AND if you think you are stuck in a system, then by darn, you certainly are! (OUR HANDLERS KNOW THIS FULL WELL...) But your being stuck does not translate to me...unless I let you convince me of that...;o) ...you won't hold it against me if I don't want to be stuck, now, will you?

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: E,
: I must respectfully disagree. To leave the system requires
: moving to the wilderness in the middle of No-Where, hunting
: and growing your own food, NO electricity, No heating Oil,
: No Groceries or Clothes or Bikes or Autos. Never buying
: another thing from a Store! And NO MONEY!
: I would suspect you still use some of these, since you have a
: computer, and most likely some kind of Job for some kind of
: income! You certainly use electricity. You do use Money,
: don't you? No, I would say you are very much still a part
: of the system. The only way to leave the System, is to
: leave this World!

: Northwoods45