HOMOSEXUALITY: The Problem or the Opportunity to Wake Up?
By: Esclarmonde

The Emotional and Sexual Centers reach their maturity during adolescence. The
Kundalini Energy can arise at any time after this, but historically has waited until
about 35 years of age, though it is becoming evident that it is happening younger
and younger within the human race.

When this Energy begins to stir within the base of the spine it stimulates the
sexual center to new heights. If the Emotional Centers have not been properly
developed so that the Awakening Individual has the tools with which to handle
this new Energy, aberrant behavior is often the result.

Since it is the Emotional Center that directs this new energy, without the proper
education and awareness of the new responsibility brought on by the advent of
Kundalini Rising, frustration and anger become the arbiters of this Energy.
Because this Energy carries within it the Power to Create Absolutely, leaving it in
the hands of the two destructions of Frustration and Anger can only mean
ultimate destruction and chaos.

We are right now seeing the results of this Ignorance in the rise of Homosexuality
as the basis of our evolving Society. Please understand, I do not here judge
homosexuality as a behavior that is either acceptable or not. It is, in fact, as
natural to our evolving natures as sex without love, rape, pornography or
masturbation. All of these things are ‘enjoyed’ by the individual as a way to
‘express’ the build up of Kundalini pressing so heavily against mind with
absolutely no place to go. If the individual engaging in these activities knew how
to handle it properly and enjoy it in the vision of the Universe that is was meant
to provide, none of these things would be happening. (not to say here that we
would not enjoy our sexual natures.) Thus, nearly ALL of the things we today
call crimes come about because of the aborted Process of Understanding
exactly Who and What we truly are.

To the extent that harm is done to others, any action is ‘wrong’; to the extent that
no one is harmed, it is no one else’s business. Having said this, however true it may be,
does not solve the problem of our burgeoning consciousness.

All so-called deviant sexual practices come about because individuals have found
them as a way to ‘vent’ the extreme pressure caused by Kundalini Rising. Since
no other education is forthcoming, the Homosexual, for instance, sees that this is
a problem and that he has found a way to solve it for himself. Like any good
evangelist, he wants to preach his truth to others so that when they come up
against these ‘feelings’ they will know what to do. He sees the anguish of the
child dealing with this problem in his adolescence. He sees that society does not
bother to provide the child with relief and so the Homosexual community steps in
to help. There intent is not to harm. And indeed, they do no more harm than the
other side which attempts to deny that the adolescent is even having a problem!

Of all the perversions, of which herein is included the Catholic Church’s sex
ONLY for the purpose of having children and NEVER to be enjoyed, homosexuality,
for all of its anger, has the potential to be the most loving and caring. But
don’t get me wrong here: I am not condoning homosexuality as the ANSWER to anything
but THE QUESTION! What is does is clearly force us to ask: WHAT IS IN FACT GOING ON
that homosexuality is receiving such a huge acceptance?

The fact is, whatever the perversion, its purpose is to ‘vent’ the enormous
pressure that builds up in the body self by the advent of this energy. Jeffrey
Dahmer was an extreme example of how powerful this energy is when placed in
the body of a mind ignorant of its purpose.

And yet, as a society, the longer we pretend this Energy does not exist...as long as
we refuse to LOOK at it and determine a process whereby we can educate
ourselves and our children, we are turning a natural part of our evolution into a
loaded gun inside of little bodies which have NO education as to what to do with
it. And then we wonder why it sometimes goes off willy nilly and spills all over
the lives of the people around it? Shame on us!

Instead of castigating the homosexual for his ‘perversion’ we should be telling
him thank you for awakening us to the fact that society is so backwards, so
ignorant, that it is disenfranchising its very future by ignoring its own evolution.

In his books about ‘The Crack in the Cosmic Egg’, Joseph Chilton Pearce,
brought to light the importance ancient cultures placed on adolescence. From the
Jewish Bar Mitsvah and the Catholic Confirmation to the Aborigine’s coming of
age ceremony, adolescence was the recognition that the child had now become an
adult and was ready to begin getting his information directly from the Inner
Source. The Holy Spirit which was supposed to ‘descend’ into the adolescent
Catholic was always represented by ‘tongues of fire’, the ability to ‘speak’
through the Kundalini Energy: To KNOW everything! In fact, the Holy Spirit IS
the icon of the Kundalini!

In the Celtic tradition, the 12-year old reached his/her maturity by being dubbed
the ‘Knight’ and was sent to do the bidding of the ‘Light’.

Herein lies the crux of the whole problem: If the proper education is given to the
child about his Spiritual development (vs. Religion/Government), Kundalini
evolves naturally into ‘Light’ because Mind is opened by it; touches the Source
directly, merges its Language ability (meaning) with the Spirit and then becomes
the fully creative godfire being.

When, however, Kundalini begins to rise in the body with the Mind ignorant of its
reality, such as it is being played out ad nauseam in our society, then what occurs is
nothing less than the ‘Dark’ forces, we so often wont to describe as ‘evil’.

Evil, for most of us, is nothing more than ignorance. Child molestation, for the
most part comes from the man or woman who has no intent to hurt the child, but
does not know what else to do with the enormous pressure of the Kundalini
Rising. The child’s welfare becomes secondary to the urgency to release the
pressure building up in the Psycho-physical structure. It is our Ignorance then that
causes All the problems in which we see ourselves. Please understand: THIS IS
NOT AN EXCUSE, but a reason whose purpose is to create an understanding so
that we can get beyond this horrendous piece of our existence.

All of this brings us to the cause of our ignorance: Why isn’t the average
individual aware of what is going on inside of them? Because we have all been
taught that we cannot explore it; cannot go there no matter what. (In testament
to this fact, most people will find it very uncomfortable to even read this piece...)
That it is a ‘sin’ to even recognize or explore our own sexual natures, one of
the doorways into our own understanding of the Kundalini. All has been carefully
contained within the laws of Religion and Government. So Society, as a
whole, went to sleep where this was concerned, and instead of knowledge about
the psycho-physical aspect of child-to-adult development, inserted discipline
and ignorance.

But the Evolution of Kundalini waits for no man; no alien masters. Indeed, no
government is so big it can contain it; no religion so powerful it can damn it
away. For Kundalini IS the Holy Spirit, the Godself, and it will continue to roll on
through us no matter how many self-righteous ‘crab pot guards’ try to hold it
back. All the fingers in the leaking dam, are not going to stop this one, folks. And, if we
have any doubt all we need do is look at our society and we can see immediately
what our ignorance has brought us: Perversion at every level, all the way into the
hallowed halls of the rulers. We are in serious trouble here. Serious trouble,
indeed.

So what are we to do? Realize that our problem is also our Opportunity. To
paraphrase the brilliant psychologist, Dr. Hubert Benoit, ‘When you are between
the rock and the hard place of the unsolvable problem, there is a way out. There is
a solution, but the solution does not lie in solving the problem, BUT IN
REALIZING THERE NEVER WAS A PROBLEM TO BEGIN WITH!!!!

So, we return to our ‘problem’ in order to view it in its entirety that we might at
last understand what it brings to us: After all, how can this horrific thing we see
happening to our Society be a ‘solution’ to anything? Ahhhh...because it is a Sign
showing us the way Out of our dilemma.

First let us define in its entirety the problem itself: Some of us are really angry
about perversion because we BELIEVE it is ‘sinful’ or otherwise abrogates
nature’s laws. Others KNOW perversion to be the solution to a problem they have
of not knowing how to vent the enormous pressure that builds up within that they
do not otherwise know how to contain. And the more it builds up without venting,
the more explosive and dangerous it becomes. Certainly homosexual love is far
more agreeable than Dahmer’s killing and eating his partners!

So we have two sides of the coin polarized around their own Ignorance. The first,
Religion/Morality because it is trying desperately to protect a system that no
longer has a purpose; the second, the Homosexual movement, because it is trying
its best to fix something about which it must reinvent the wheel.

For the second, we can say that at least they are ‘going someplace’ even if it is in
the wrong direction! Within Nature, ANY movement is preferable over none at
all.

Okay, the solution: First of all, we need to search our OWN souls and then drop
any artifice of ‘who is right and who is wrong’. Because as long as we argue the
problem, we will never have our ‘eye’ towards the solution.

Second: We need to learn about the Kundalini, recognize it within our OWN
bodies; talk to others who are already ‘on the path’ and begin to formulate the
truth within ourselves. When the Kundalini/Holy Spirit is appropriately directed,
it races up the spine connecting up the language/emotional centers of the chakras
along the way, until it explodes out the top of the head. If it finds in those
language/emotional centers the understanding and acceptance it requires to be
used as ‘Creative Light’ then it provides the individual ways to enjoy it that do
not keep it imprisoned in the groin where the only expression left to it is deviant
behavior.

Indeed, its ultimate purpose is the experience of humanity through a new
Consciousness: The one called Christed or Cosmic. In actuality it is the
‘automation’ of the dimension of Time into the other 3 dimensions currently
expressed in our evolving Consciousness. This is the reason we are being told that
the ‘end of Time’ is near. It isn’t ‘Time’ that ends, but our way of experiencing it
in a linear (manual) fashion.

ABOUT THE ‘MASTERS’:
We have all heard of Black Magic and the Dirty Occult. Aleister Crowley, the
CIA and the New World Order folks all have one thing in common: They KNOW
how to remain in their Personalities, grasp the Kundalini Energy, and USE it like
a sword to cut up society to its liking, just as long as Society remains ignorant.
These people hunger for Power over Others more than they desire their own
Personal Power that Kundalini/Holy Spirit promises to every man. These people have
made a Science out of Deviance. They know what this energy can do when it is deviated
from its normal course and they LIKE the feeling that perversion gives to them;
the power it provides over Others. Thus the ritual killings; the child abuse, etc.

These very sick individuals KNOW that they can ‘suck off’ the Kundalini Power
in those who have not reached their maturity; they can also ‘eat it’ from those
who have reached maturity but are ignorant that they have it. THESE ARE THE
DESTRUCTIONISTS. And you will know them ‘by the deeds that they do!’

These are the ones who are ‘charged’ with keeping us ignorant. But even they,
AND THEIR HANDLERS, know that they cannot stop the Evolution of
Consciousness, because it is NOT within their control, however much they may
have had to do with releasing it in the first place. Once it is unleashed, it belongs
exclusively to Nature. Period.

What these Destructionists do see is that they are better served if the planet blows
up and starts over again with their rules in place than for us to Awaken to who we
really are and join the rest of the Planetary Federation. (There is no sense mincing
words here or pretending this isn’t happening. We all KNOW it.) The So-called
Masters simply figure they will start again with another genetic model, only this
time they have perfected it and will do a better job weeding the ‘godstuff’ out of
the new ‘adam’. As far as they are concerned, Kundalini belonged to THEIR
genetic beingness and had no business becoming part of the Earthman’s make up.

When we look at the Problem-that-is-our-Opportunity, we see that we are
doublefolded into this one: Our power structure is corrupt, greedy, and lives in
perversion. Our next door neighbor, ignorant of the options, is looking for
someway to relieve the enormous pressure brought on by Kundalini/Spirit before
he either kills something or blows his head off. So he is turning to a kind of
‘accepted perversion’ but fortunately for a very different reason that the Power
Mongers. The so-called Christian structure is screaming ever more loudly, “SIN!”
but if you look closely, you can see the Christian’s own fear comes from the fact that he doesn’t
know what to do with his Kundalini Energy either. AND, to top it all off, coming
from the skies in the near future is the promise of total destruction by those who
would keep us ignorant.

If that were all our problem consisted of it might not be so bad. But there is more:
The largest segment of society is totally unaware...totally oblivious to what is
happening to them! And herein lies our greatest challenge: How do you awaken
the sleeping masses, whose first reaction is to ‘kill the messenger’?

Well, you and I don’t do it by evangelizing, that is for sure. We have other things to do.
Anyway, the dying System awakens them for us! Homosexuality invading the social
structure is one of the things that awakens. Every time another mother is jailed for
homeschooling her children, more people awaken; every time a gun dealer is
destroyed or a Les Coleman does not go quietly to jail, the fabric tears a little
more so that more and more wake up to the reality. The ‘six degrees of
separation’ rule is very important to us here, because that means that each of us
who realize the vehicle of nudging Mankind into the waking state, simply talk
about it to one other person who IS WILLING to listen. (Never force feed anyone.
It will only get you destroyed and then you not be able to help anyway.) Also,
pick your battles carefully, but assuredly.

The Masters and their Handlers are attempting to destroy us by cutting us out of
the heard, one by one. We can reverse the process in the same manner. No need
to stand up in front of a crowd and proclaim your truth like a madman. Instead,
lament to the local town cop or your friend on the web about the ‘how horrible
things seem to be’ then sit back and let THEM talk. Interject ideas off-handedly but
within the framework of where THEIR minds are taking them. That way, the
ideas you feed them will take root and have a chance to grow. You are awakening
them to ‘truth’; instead of feeding them lies, so as soon as you see them become
uncomfortable, stop. Their own Minds will take it from there. Indeed, their Minds
want them to wake up as much as you do!

And most importantly, when someone begins to complain about their son or
daughter embracing homosexuality or faulting the system for allowing it to grow,
instead of ‘tsk, tsk’, wonder aloud if perhaps the perversion filling our system
isn’t just a symptom of something far grander; something we are supposed to sit
up and take notice of: Kundalini Rising; the Advent of the Holy Spirit as it takes
its rightful place in the seat of consciousness.

Granted, we don’t have a lot of ‘time’ to wake up. But the simple fact is, we don’t
need time: We only need NOW!

...and the Realization that there is no problem after all; only the concrete signs
that we are about to embrace our own perfect Creative Beingness: Our Own
godhood. Through it, we are even now, creating a ‘New Heaven and a New
Earth’!

E.