As time goes by... it has been over a year since I pondered this MARA post - and as the planets move, we figure things out...
It is not easy to apply, because the whole human race is escaping from 'what is', while I - or you - then move in another direction and embrace the 'what is'. So, you are moving against the whole human psyche, against the planetary conditioning aka mind control. But it works! I no longer shrink away from impressions and powerful feelings that seem to swamp me. It is like a fear of drowning. But that is all it is: A fear...
Who we are in reality is perfectly designed and unique, being who you are is the expression of the 'God' or Cosmos presence on earth, clumsily put. If you want to put it that way... It is why the Reptilian Draco or MARA-brain keeps trying to make us all follow a set routine and obey external rules (psychologically). Our human uniqueness is our humanity, even when we make mistakes.
I explained this in my book - Passage To Peace - it is though why i prefer my ET friends, they make no mistakes... ah but then i am an alien here to explain it to humans... am i not....
Actually there is no right or wrong (psychologically), of course is it is A CRIME against humanity to give adults and children drugs, but the invisible forces - KARMA ETC - deal with those people when the time comes. They have discovered that the prescribed drug Ritulin effects and damages the brain in the same way Cocaine does, and doctors are prescribing it for little children.
Sticks and stones can break my bones - but words? It is not words that are destroying our world, it is 'human' behavior, and many of the people involved in the destruction of OUR SPECIES are trained to use words cleverly and carefully; hiding their actions behind a mask of careful speech, which is the way the Reptilians & Greys deceive HUMAN minds.
The real force moving humans to divide is pain. Which is really a movement away from ecstasy. I was listening to Strieber - will explain later - talking about the Master of the Key. He said that we are impoverished because we deny ecstacy, as we continually withdraw from life, from feelings, and from situations we are afraid of.
So, I looked at it while he was talking and I experienced what he meant. Those of us who are most vulnerable and feel deeply, withdraw from those feelings (hurt, for example) and in doing so we intensify them - ODDLY ENOUGH. Words and language cannot help us here. In fact we flee into those words so we can block the real feelings.
I realised that my sensitivity to life caused me to withdraw from that natural intensity and seek refuge rather than experience or give my own self up to these feeling - no matter what they are. The Master of the Key (in Whitley Strieber's maybe best book 'THE KEY') calls it Giving Oneself to God, or abandonment of self - to give oneself fully in the moment.
Naturally speaking, the moment I understood what he meant I felt the intense sensitivity and this time I gave myself to it completely. Now I understand it - ecstasy. It is not a conclusion, or even an aim, and it is not 'happiness', definitely not. It is the first step on a timeless journey.
Just today i received really good news on some critical matter, and i did not even give a moment thought of the success, to avoid future disappointment, until a friend told me it was indeed GOOD news. The beginning of a timeless journey is ahead of us now.
You have to apply yourself to it, like learning a skill. The patterns we have formed are those of avoidance of giving ourselves fully into the moment. The language we use emanates from that avoidance also, needless to say, how else could it be. People who speak from their hearts do not always speak too eloquently, and certainly they know of no methods of speech that lead to disinfo or other games people play on internet boards and mainstream media.
Religion for example - and spirituality as a whole - have by now in my opinion deceived people so fundamentally as to believe they really know that enlightenment is a higher awareness OUTSIDE of this local physical reality, or a moving beyond the normal suffering of the world - and knowing eternal happiness. But it is not so. You are your own solution. It is within you. I wonder why... no one wants to let you know this...
Why for example, then did Krishnamurti point out that suffering is the ending of suffering? Yes, suffering ends suffering. The fact is that avoiding the avoidance means giving oneself fully to what is, even when it is the most painful moment, or the most fearful. At the heart of all so-called suffering is this gem - aka enlightenment - on this earth, on this level, here and now. Why would we incarnate into physical bodies aka 'human beings' to seek enlightenment outside, or in some place else but not our own?
Between the few of us... here at RMN - this Giraffe language thing is what people then feel obliged to create when they organize reality outside of reality or outside the "what is". Think about it... That is why Krishnamurti stated in 1929 - TRUTH IS A PATHLESS LAND. We cannot organize these matters, thank heavens.
Human beans have developed by now these incredibly complex escape routes, and recently we even started to signpost and map them - to give the map to others so that they can join us in our insane ignorance. But when it comes right down to it, there are no words to describe all this. Feeling pain is natural, while running away from it is actually as odd as it sounds not natural but rather artificial. So at times I even doubt the Dalai Lama and his theory of happiness.
Well - nevermind, my point is, about THE END OF MARA - and about human life...
We are running away from ourselves! Which is a NoNo! Escape? From what? Where to?
Peace
M.StC.
Serving Freedom
and Liberty
